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[Dec. 24th, 2009|04:08 pm] |
Why do i make up those holiday excuses? "oh its okay.. you can eat its the holidays!"
ummm NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no! no! no! no! no!
it has to be the opposite.. family is coming and friends your suppost to LOOK and FEEl good, not grose and depressed! what the fuck is wrong with me? am i essed up on the head or something?
NEW YEARS IS SOON!! omg wtf am i doing.. ive been eating like CRAZY for the last few days.. stupid lame excuses.. no i cant do this anymore..
I have to start a diet. seriously. i remember those days (few months ago) when i was about 10 pounds lighter getting skinnier and skinnier, not bingeing and doing great.. what happened? why cant i do it anymore?
Maybe i need a plan.. does anybody want to diet with me? please message me! i cant live like this... |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|09:37 pm] |
Well its the christmas break so I'm home from college for a month. I really want to go back to college and look better. My skin and my body and my hair. Like my skin is so dry and dull looking. I'm trying like exfoliating + gradual tanner/bronzer. And right now my biggest problem with my body is my love handles. Like I've got abs but my love handles are like this gross thing beside abs. I know I have to cut fats mostly out of my diet to get rid of that and do cardio but it is so hard with the holidays. Then my hair falls out a lot. So I'm doing hair masks and what not. And also not straightening it until I go back to college so i don't damage it anymore. Its just the holidays again which I really don't like.
Happy Holidays everyone! |
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